It's the Middle of February

Wow, I can't believe it's Feb 18th already. It's been 5 months since I was "transistioned out" of the organization; it's gone by fast, and yet it seems like forever. It's been nice being home but now I'm really feeling the pressure. I feel like I'm in a bubble and it's not good. I need more purpose. I need to finish my pm studies. I NEED TO GET A JOB! So many emotions, such sadness. I want to make it stop and yet am so powerless to do just that. So much I should do that I don't. Hopefully I'll pull myself out of this funk & get to where I need to be. I need to lean on my faith more than ever.